3.10.2010

Never thought I'd say this...

I hate spring.
I get moody and depressed and unmotivated and generally all around apathetic.
I hate school.
I hate not having a job.
I hate being so negative.
I hate that I just said I hate being negative. Cause really, that's a contradiction of sorts.
I hate contradicting myself.
Especially when it's all in one 5 word sentence.
I hate always feeling so uncertain.
I hate that I always second guess myself.
I hate that I over-think things to the point that I'm not even sure what my actual opinion is anymore cause I play my own devil's advocate.
RAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

Jadis said...

Wow hun, I felt like that all last year and much to my amazement, it kind of peeled off like a skin when this year rolled around. Hang in there-you are amazing and strong; something I've always admired in you.

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