Worst day of my life...

So tonight has been absolute shit. No word of a lie. It started out pretty good, Sarah was over and we were all sitting around, talking and laughing and making fun of each other, telling stories about stupid things we've all done.

Then I laughed really hard, and you know how sometimes when you're sitting on the floor, and you laugh really hard, you kind of fall over? Yeah, my face landed on Karmyn's glass. So I have a bruise on my cheek and a chipped friggin tooth.

Everybody says "Oh, you can barely notice it!"

(Everybody being Scott, Karmyn and Sarah.)

WELL *I* CAN FREAKING NOTICE IT!!!!!!!!!

Every time I close my mouth, I can feel the rough edge of my one tooth rub against the inside of my lower lip. It's also rubbing against my tongue; I can feel a mother of a canker sore coming on...

I've also not had a good cry for months. So guess what happened tonight, stemming from my chipped tooth.

Did you guess a long, hard, terrible cry that culminated in a call to my mommy at quarter to midnight?

If you did, you were right!!!

I've never had a chipped tooth before.

Plus my teeth are one of the things about myself that I'm the most self conscious about. Never mind that, they're one of the things about myself that I'm downright insecure about.

FRAG!

So I'm broke, I have no dental coverage, and I have a tooth that, while not noticeable by anyone else, is THERE and irritating, and apparently exists only to make me feel like crap about myself.

Plus whenever Karmyn, Sarah or Scott tried to give me a hug or talk to me to make me feel better, it just resulted in me crying more. Great. Just great.

BLAH!